And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Tags: writer's block

I have a wierd hate-love-relationship with my country. Nothing ever happens here and blah blah blah but at the same time I feel very blessed to live here. And I live in the best possible city, the capital. So we have about 500 000 people here and then about 500 000 more in the near cities and they hang here too. So we do kinda have enough people but at the same time everyone knows everyone around here and if someone does something if affects about everyone.

 I live in the richest area in our city AND our country so yeah im lucky. It's really beautiful around here, when I look outside I see trees and beautiful buildings and just outside my apartement there is a huge park, one of the biggest in this city. When I walk through it I'll get to the seaside and I can watch the waves hit the jetty. Near there is some nice cafees and a and a small haven.

My house is pretty big and pretty and my favorite place in my apartement is the corner of my couch, where I bring pillows and a blanket and coke and then i watch tv, talk to the would and fool around on the interet.. I'm sitting here right now. This is home.

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"talk to the would" <What did that mean? Anyone? Because I have no idea. Man what was I thinking.. Hmm :D

Tags: home, writer's block

Oh this one's easy. My sister is easily the most important person in my life. Of course I love my mum and my other siblings to death but  I'd seriously die for my sister. Because of that I've kinda realized why mum has always been so strict to us and how it's just because she'd never want anything happen to us because she loves us so much. I feel the sae way about my sister, I know she makes her own decisions and I can just hope she makes the right ones but if she messes up she knows i'll always be here and support her and help her go on. And I do really know she just has so spread her wings and "make her own mistakes" because there is now way to talk a teenager out of something stupid - they will just have to do by themselves.

Tags: life, precious, writer's block

I'm still pretty young and kind of lazy so I have not really DONE anything big with my life, YET. But I'd say the best thing I've done is choosing to live bravely and with honesty. I've always been me all the way and sometimes it has pissed people  of but I can't imagine any other way of living this life, my life.

I also think I've done a good job as a daughter, friend and a big sister. I feel pretty big about being my sister's role model and I hope she's seen how stuff is meant to be done and how it shouldn't be done and I really do hope she can learn from my mistakes so she doesn't have to go though the same things I had to.

Tags: writer's block
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